Some respite from Hell
Indeed even less time until hubby gets home for R&R. Still hoping that baby stays put.
It's been 4 months since I last saw him and it's been the crappiest 4 months I've had in a long while. I've hated being pregnant (just in the uncomfortable, scary sense), probably because I had to go through it alone and this was never something I had figured on doing. The dog has been hard work, because she needs so much exercise and play and I've just not had the energy. The poor girl will be so pleased to see her dad, at last someone to play with!
But most of all I just want to see my husband again, I think I'm more excited about seeing him that having the baby. This is probably because I'm shit scared of having the baby and seeing hubby will be a lot more pleasurable. Of course I'm excited about seeing baby, just not the whole process of her appearing. I still think she's going to arrive before her dad gets home too, things just feel different, like she's getting ready or something. She moves too much, like she's trying to get out and find more room. She also keeps kicking me in the ribs and punching me in the bladder, she always does this when you least expect it or want it.
All in all I think I'm just pissed off today because time is going too slowly, I'm too tired to keep busy (Although I could try painting a picture), so I sit clock watching and it's really frustrating. Roll on next week, just want to get past this weekend and I'm really in the home straight.
It's been 4 months since I last saw him and it's been the crappiest 4 months I've had in a long while. I've hated being pregnant (just in the uncomfortable, scary sense), probably because I had to go through it alone and this was never something I had figured on doing. The dog has been hard work, because she needs so much exercise and play and I've just not had the energy. The poor girl will be so pleased to see her dad, at last someone to play with!
But most of all I just want to see my husband again, I think I'm more excited about seeing him that having the baby. This is probably because I'm shit scared of having the baby and seeing hubby will be a lot more pleasurable. Of course I'm excited about seeing baby, just not the whole process of her appearing. I still think she's going to arrive before her dad gets home too, things just feel different, like she's getting ready or something. She moves too much, like she's trying to get out and find more room. She also keeps kicking me in the ribs and punching me in the bladder, she always does this when you least expect it or want it.
All in all I think I'm just pissed off today because time is going too slowly, I'm too tired to keep busy (Although I could try painting a picture), so I sit clock watching and it's really frustrating. Roll on next week, just want to get past this weekend and I'm really in the home straight.
posted by Charlie at 8:18 pm
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