Texting is never easy

Especially when you're trying to have a serious conversation.

I finally heard from him and in my state of mind, it all came out in the text messages. I told him how unhappy I was, how hard I am finding it and how I'm considering staying in the UK with my family. I feel terrible now as he's out there and now has to cope with knowing I feel so low. I tried to hide my feelings. I managed so well on the last tour, but this time the more I keep them in the more stressed I get and that's not good. So we settled on seeing how I cope once I return from the UK and if things are still no better I'll talk to the midwife and see what she suggests. The only problem is, if I go back to the UK all my antenatal care etc has been arranged here, so I'm really not sure how this would work.. bloody hell.. another thing to worry about!! Everything is just so shit at the moment. Me and hubby have always been so excited about the prospect of expecting our very own baby now I've never been so unhappy, this isn't the way pregnancy should be.