Another low day

Keep getting panic attacks again. I know that I'll get over them in a few days, but it's so frustrating when they start. It must be to do with all the hormones and stress.

Missing hubby so much doesn't help either. I think the being so far away from family and friends isn't helping this time.

My parents came to see me this weekend and had a brilliant time, was so nice to have the company around the house. Now they have gone I feel so homesick, which doesn't help with the panic and anxiety.

Well I'm seeing the midwife this week, so hopefully I can talk everything through with her. I also start antenatal classes.

I just wish hubby was home, I'm finding things really tough without him and I start to wonder if I can handle him being in the military much longer.